Originally Posted by
roryman
Gemma,
Thats an interesting and unsettling post, but do your experiences really surprise you?
You already knew someone in the business.
I dont think you had a normal upbringing and I dont think Bigpaws helped much - he is too close to the business.
I also think Liz was right, you were\are too young for such a nasty business.
I wish you well, I hope you get back to the happy laughing person that I was lucky to meet.
Dont be too hard on yourself either - when you are young, you are always right and no one can tell you what to do.
The only advice I would offer is to try and not look back with regret - dont let it eat you up inside. You did what you did, and from that experience you can learn and grow.
Now you can get back to being a mad young thing, travelling and living life to the full.
You dont have to answer to anyone your reasons for quitting - just quit!
All the best
Rory aka sad middle aged git with no life!