I think its nice you poured out your heart here. Sadly, alot of abuse is found on these discussion boards. I tell you what.... I love being an escort, and have no stress with it. Sure, you always have to "be on your toes" in regards to looking for the raised flags of possible trouble, but my stress level never has risen cause of escorting..... The only stress in my life is caused from these discussion boards. I never encountered so many mean, jealous, slanderous cyber bullies. And Im not picking on E-I, I'm talking about all escort websites. I dont know why there are so many bullies and stalkers and harrassers on the escort websites, but I would encourage all escorts (which many are already aware) to stay off of escort discussion boards. Yes, it is always a struggle for me, as I often use discussion boards to do creative writing and get my thoughts out and analyze things... but a few of you know (my friends) that I am determined to stop posting and be more under the radar.

Im sorry gemma that the real escorting world stressed you out. But in my experience, its not escorting that stresses and discourages and changes a person, but rather the discussion boards and harrassers online that we encounter.

I wish you well, whatever you do next. And if you decide to escort again, I wish you well with that too.