Let me just start of with that it was not my first time having sex , just the first time paying for it.

I recently just ended a four year relationship so I decided to try out one of the girls in Dublin for the first time.
Was really nervous I did not know what to do or say when I got there.

So anyways I arrive , Girl is stunning no doubt. She has very little english so it is hard to communicate. I am standing there blubbering like an idiot saying hi what do we do now . She says shower , fine I get in shower.

Then when I am ready I walk into bedroom and she just looks at me smiling and it was really awkward. I didnt know what to say or do and it seemed like it was her first time to , all though from her reviews thats not true.

We ended up having sex and it was great I guess but the experience has kind of put me off doing this again. It just seemed like she was more nervous then I was and I think I needed to be guided through the whole thing for my first time.

Should I try again or am I doomed to that awkwardness every time lol