Well in that case, you definitely sound like the perfect client.
The thought of booking an escort is scary, the walk into her apartment is terrifying but providing you choose wisely.....the second your in her company, your nerves will disappear.
As I said. Choose wisely, go for someone who is well established and well reviewed on here and ask the forum about which ever ladies you have your eyes on, make sure she offers the services you would like and then enjoy.
I have someone in my phone called Alan Courage because the first time I met him, he was shaking out of his skin......I've seen him at least 20 times now.
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