Hey dub lad well i'd recommend that you put the brakes on visiting the girls for a while . Ask yourself how much you've spent in the past few months you've been punting , and more importantly , can you continue spending the same or even more in the run up to xmas . I'd say go for your next punt around november , save up for it rather than just acting on impulse . That could be the reason you feel crap and ashamed as you say you do after the visit . I felt the same ten yrs ago when i 1st started and i'm sure many more guys have felt that way too . Most guys who visit escorts a fair bit have the cash to do it , and i'm writing this as i sense this could be the problem that you write about . Also its very important for you to form friendships/ relationships with girls and not rely on escorts as your sole means for sex . You wont need to visit a doc or a shrink as i'm sure they will tell you more or less wat i've wrote , and then you'll have even less money for your next punt , which in turn will lead to an even worse feeling than you describe when you next see an escort !!! I usually have 4-6 punts a yr some have that amount in a month , just put the brakes on for now , read what advice comes along and if you feel you need to talk with someone , go to confession !
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