Overwhelming desire to see TS (first timer)

[Dreamer33]

Hey there,

Going through something lately in my head that I can't get around, I've only ever been with women, and I'm only attracted to women, but lately probably due to excessive hc porn on the webs, and no regular sex due to dysfunctional long term relationship Im in, I find myself fascinated and so turned on by TS porn, I've only ever been to one escort, it was recently, a beautiful and very kind lady, she blew my mind......but now Im considering seeing a TS escort, some beautiful 'girls' here , I've never wanted to suck a dick so much in my life till now, also I'd like to receive also....which is my main question, as I've never done it, I have managed to insert a fairly large dildo dick while fairly drunk, and I liked it, all the way in, but any moving of it made me nearly shit......well so it felt.....

Any advise for first timer taker, I'll obviously say it to herself, Im sure they are used to first timers, and will go easy, but anything I need to do to prepare myself,

Awesome forum guys, thanks

[Usernamed]

...some beautiful 'girls' here...

You might get shouted at for that.

Never been down that road myself, never even been curious. Enjoy yourself though.

[Cable87]

I advise having a long think about your sexuality and orientation before making a move here, let alone an appointment. Think about it, decide, book... It's all your call mate. Choose wisely!

[Dreamer33]

You might get shouted at for that.

Never been down that road myself, never even been curious. Enjoy yourself though.

cheers mate, sorry hope i didn't offend anyone, no way my intention. This whole community is new to me, I realise there is & rightly so etiquette to adhere to, hope I didn't annoy anyone, apologies again if I did.

I advise having a long think about your sexuality and orientation before making a move here, let alone an appointment. Think about it, decide, book... It's all your call mate. Choose wisely!

cheers pal, I'm sure no one wants hear or read a long slightly alcohol induced spiel, but here's the only forum I felt I could get it off my chest....

That's the thing, the sexuality aspect doesn't even come into it for me, I'd consider myself a straight man, I'm not attracted to other men at all, I'm 33 healthy, told I'm good looking !!with 2 kids, totally the guy next door, but of late I have this unbelievably strong attraction to some of our beautiful TS ladies. So strong I feel I can't resist anymore, it's crazy cos normally I'm quite, quiet.
Been with the same partner for last 8 years, faithfully, up to few months ago, popped my escort cherry with a stunning local lass. After the thought of been with the same woman for 8 years was eating away at me, I know how shallow,

Neither of us have high libidos , sex is regular as in we're not 2 crazy nymphs, or irregular after 8 years as some might attest to :-/ and both of us aren't into anything out of the ordinary, anyway sorry for the spiel, it's actually a wee bit therapeutic to write this down.....

point is, I'm a normal straight dude, with a missus at home that has defiantly not turned off the tap, it's there anytime....but all I want is to meet a TS girl, it's an itch that's getting itchier by the day, I just haven't the bottle, I know there would be no emotional regrets. But I don't know where these urges are coming from, was never a fantasy or anything.

When I met that lovely escort, even tho I was bricking it, had stage fright for ages because I knew what I doing was wrong as far as the family element, but I did it for me, and afterwards I felt great, mainly because she was such a pro, kind and put no pressure me, I scratched that monogamous itch I had for a long time, actually did my relationship some good.....

Any sorry for the drunken ramble, I've just re-read my op, my main concern was how I could best prepare myself physically, and I've jabbered on about how Im justifying to myself, how its all cool, this will be a once off type thing! Something I need to do for me, hey It mightn't be all I was expecting, and that will be the end of that.

I'm gonna read this tomo, and kick myself for laying it all out there, my head is muddled right now,...nice to put it down in writing , lol as crazy as I probably sound, im not, just a sensitive guy with no one to talk to about this, what better folk to not judge, then the EI forum community

Some day ill get the bottle to go for it, life's for living

Zzzzzz

[errisx]

... Hey Dreamer.. There are enough things in life to fret about without worrying about your sexuality... Here u are in a place where ur sexuality is irrelevant... The big step is coming here in the first place

So don't sweat it...


They're all great here... even the mods

... tell the mods they're great every now n then.. stops u gettin banned

[Larrii]

... Any sorry for the drunken ramble, I've just re-read my op, my main concern was how I could best prepare myself physically, and I've jabbered on about how Im justifying to myself, how its all cool, this will be a once off type thing! Something I need to do for me, hey It mightn't be all I was expecting, and that will be the end of that.

I'm gonna read this tomo, and kick myself for laying it all out there, my head is muddled right now,...nice to put it down in writing , lol as crazy as I probably sound, im not, just a sensitive guy with no one to talk to about this, what better folk to not judge, then the EI forum community

Some day ill get the bottle to go for it, life's for living

Zzzzzz

Ye'll be grand, life is for living. If it doesn't work, never mind, you tried.

[ryder]

I can't offer any words of wisdom but I'm sure you'll get lots of advice from the ladies here ,they've seen an done it all. Good luck.

[Dublad77]

Just have a story ready for people who may ask you why your walking like John Wayne.

[nickbarns]

In the same situation myself and I can assure you there are many many more like us .
There is nothing to be worrying about . You are a straight man who wishes to try things, that's all and there is no harm in that . Once you don't get caught ..
If you explain what you want and that your new to it , they will go easy on you . Nicoli is back and Bruna meirelles is also a cracker..
Good luck .

[irlcock]

Do it, it's fine! Great experience, if its not for u, then at least you can say u tried!!