My day, disappointment then more disappointment then Amazing, now guilty!!

[daniel123]

Hey,
I fancied a visit today, for the usual owo BJ with my smoking fetish incorporated! I rang Maria, but couldn't reach her (first disappointment), so I made a booking to see another girl from the site, I rang her and made the booking, after the few unsuccessful bookings I have since I started on here, I now only contact a girl if her photos are verified,
But to spite me asking the girl if all her individual details from her profile was true and she said yes, and I spoke to her a few times making my way to see her, and when I arrived, it was not the same girl, not by a long shot, and she didn't have a very friendly attitude! I pointed out that she wasn't the girl from the photos, she said that was her friend and she was busy, but she could look after me!, (second disappointment)
I wasn't feelin it, and I declined, I wouldn't mind, but she's not a bad looking girl if she'd make a bit of an effort and post her own pics, and cheared up a bit, she'd be nice in her own right, I did a fake photo report!
Anyway so I left and thought I'll try Maria again,
She answered!! And was available to see me, I met her and she remembered me from our first meet a couple weeks ago,
We had a lovely time, I mentioned before how I felt that she treated me like a loving girlfriend, well this time was exception, she was lovely, so much so, we ended up kissing and then having full sex, I never intended to kiss or have sex with an escort, (kind of a Julia Roberts in pretty woman style, keep it impersonal)
But we got carried away. And it was lovely, (that's the amazing part)
But now I am feeling guilty,,
I am married, albeit in a sexless relationship, but still otherwise happily married,
Hmmm, I should just cop on to myself, but I can't help feeling I've crossed a line,
Anyone else feel like that from time to time??
Just to clarify, I'm not in love with Maria, I know full well these girls job is to "be what you want them to be"
Thanks for taking the time to read this,

[benin]

Hey,
I fancied a visit today, for the usual owo BJ with my smoking fetish incorporated! I rang Maria, but couldn't reach her (first disappointment), so I made a booking to see another girl from the site, I rang her and made the booking, after the few unsuccessful bookings I have since I started on here, I now only contact a girl if her photos are verified,
But to spite me asking the girl if all her individual details from her profile was true and she said yes, and I spoke to her a few times making my way to see her, and when I arrived, it was not the same girl, not by a long shot, and she didn't have a very friendly attitude! I pointed out that she wasn't the girl from the photos, she said that was her friend and she was busy, but she could look after me!, (second disappointment)
I wasn't feelin it, and I declined, I wouldn't mind, but she's not a bad looking girl if she'd make a bit of an effort and post her own pics, and cheared up a bit, she'd be nice in her own right, I did a fake photo report!
Anyway so I left and thought I'll try Maria again,
She answered!! And was available to see me, I met her and she remembered me from our first meet a couple weeks ago,
We had a lovely time, I mentioned before how I felt that she treated me like a loving girlfriend, well this time was exception, she was lovely, so much so, we ended up kissing and then having full sex, I never intended to kiss or have sex with an escort, (kind of a Julia Roberts in pretty woman style, keep it impersonal)
But we got carried away. And it was lovely, (that's the amazing part)
But now I am feeling guilty,,
I am married, albeit in a sexless relationship, but still otherwise happily married,
Hmmm, I should just cop on to myself, but I can't help feeling I've crossed a line,
Anyone else feel like that from time to time??
Just to clarify, I'm not in love with Maria, I know full well these girls job is to "be what you want them to be"
Thanks for taking the time to read this,

expect a few "tldr" replys mate


you cant help how you feel and if your feeling guilt then you are better not visiting the ladies mate,good luck what ever you decide to do in the future.

[n73]

Tldr...

[Anna23]

Well, honestly, you've crossed the line.
And congratulations on your happy sexless relationship.

[daniel123]

What is Tldr?

And circumstances outside of my control dictates that sex is off the cards at home for the time being, but otherwise, all is good!

[benin]

What is Tldr?

And circumstances outside of my control dictates that sex is off the cards at home for the time being, but otherwise, all is good!

to long didnt read

[daniel123]

Ah, I see,
Thanks

[Banjaxed]

Give up on sex. To borrow a quote, "Sex isn't important". Take up binge drinking instead, it's cheaper and almost as satisfying and helps you get in touch with the "inner" you.

[funlover12]

Give up on sex. To borrow a quote, "Sex isn't important". Take up binge drinking instead, it's cheaper and almost as satisfying and helps you get in touch with the "inner" you.

from benny was it?

[Curvaceous Kate]

I can't do my job without kissing. No kissing, no booking.