a new lease of life

, thats how i feel, for many years i have had girlfriends, and it must be said lovely girls, but, also it was my faith to find girlfriends who were not into my form of sex, no fault on their part, but since i broke with my last girlfriend, i thought maybe you should explore what it is that make `s you buzz, the first time was not great, but at just lthe beginning it was stated that CIM not on the menu, ok, went ahead, nice lady, but not for me ,next the same, last one yes, did the business, 20 years of frustration gone
amazing what we hide in our heads, and in a flash gone ,
i am starting this blog as a journey of discovery, as much about myself and also about what it is that we desire and yet, deny ourselves due to culture, fear or just our laziness we miss out on a better life of not wondering,
i will up date this as go along
check in who knows might be funny or sad but above all its one persons life