I think I need stop visiting escorts.

[Hells bells]

I know 90% of the males on here visit the lovely hard working females, but recently the guilt and the poor choices of women on my behalf make me feel I need to stop punting. I have a wonderful partner who would be devastated if she had knowledge of my extra activities. I suppose I come from an age that porn, Internet has installed this desire in me, that I want to be with a million women And do naughty erotic acts, but being with all the working girls costs as well. I am down money every week from the wonderful Irish government plus the cost of punting once or twice a month.
I am starting to feel I need to stop and concentrate on family and being that so called role model male. There are a lot of pluses in acting as a role model male, financial gain for one , health, won't need to worry about catching something nasty and passing
it onto the missus ( this is my biggest fear).
I know there is other guys out there that feel somewhat the same, my question to all is .......how the hell bells do you stop.??? I find myself after every punt, saying right that's it, no more. But then a month goes by, memories have weakened and I am in some dodgy flat in limerick, banging some lady. I want to stop!!!!!