hi folks,

I really want to give up punting. Not withstanding the money side of it, which is not really a problem but is still fairly stupid of me considering the times we live in, I want to quit but I'm finding it very very difficult. I'm just out of a long term relationship and I've seen 5 girls since December. The first one was when the relationship was officially on the rocks and I was feeling very down about it all. But I was thinking about it for a few months before we started to call it quits, looking for things that weren't inside the relationship from other women, what I didn't have. I really hope that didn't contribute to the demise of the relationship but I'm pretty sure it didn't.

Since it ended, another four escorts. I don't really feel able to control myself, and I now that I've visited so many in such a short time I don't feel attractive to women at all in everyday life. After tonight (a very nice experience, sure) I don't feel like I could ever have a girlfriend again. I feel a bit broken. I don't think punting is healthy for me at all and I want to stop but the temptation is too much.

Any advice? Folks who've quit, how do you stay away?