Now here's my frustration, I want an hour/half hour with a woman, very attractive, have the body of most of the escorts on this site but want a woman who will understand a shy guy who' been with the same woman since he was 11 (now 38) been with 1 or 2 since then but would like to be treated with respect. I completely agree with a post on here a while back that a divorce is much more expensive than a half hour with a beautiful escort, yes but getting the confidence and wondering if you'll be able to look your partner in the eye is another thing.

Am I desperate, probably YES, do I like women to take control YES, do I have the confidence yet NO, I'm on here everyday I need a confident woman to take me by the hand and lead me to nirvana, not that much to ask.

And the me bit now: I run my own business (it's going ok), I love cars so I drive a merc S320, I like a beer and smoke but I brush up well and I've been in a relationship since I was a kid, 11, I can make her cum in minutes with my tounge or finger but it's not enough anymore I see all these attractive women on here and I've realised I want more without jeopardising the situation I'm in.

Help required.