I have only ever done it once before and I was so nervous that I didn't really enjoy it because of what happens when a guy is nervous,I was nervous not because I was going to an escort or because I thought I was breaking some law, I was nervous because I am very inexperienced sexually.I am overweight and have quite low self estem ,but I am well manerly and would never disrespect an escort like some guys would,I just feel my nerves and the way I look would put off the escort I was seeing, anybody got some advice?