I have not seen any escorts as while as trying to give my relationship with my GF a real go and things have been really good as she returns home to me from college in Scotland every weekend now to see me. I think I love her.
Problem is here and what makes me feel so guilty and bad about myself is that as soon as she is gone back I take Chow Mein or one of my other ladies out and eventually we end up in bed together. The sex is great and uncomplicated.
But I know when all is said and done its cheating no matter what way you look at it but the urge is just too strong and I can't help myself.