Re modding

[WTF]

I might have come up with a compromise as far as modding goes.I have personal shit at the moment thats pissing me off so im not really in the humour to go reading anti west bs.

Heres the deal,Pat can get a team of mods together and let them go and see how things go,if and when i come back if she or others still feel like they could do with me or whoever else then i can jump back on.

The way i deal with stuff isnt for everyone.I deal with everything in my life in the manner i mod.If its not a piece of the puzzle then i dump it out.

What im saying is if the place can co exsist without me modding then all the better.

Oh and for the smart asses who will say see ya later west or running away west or whatever,three words for you.Kiss my hole.

See ye whenever,
Westside.

[annasavicha]

WEST *insult removed by patricia*,U THINK DELETING EVERYTHING IS AN ANSWER?????????


YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS-RUNNING AWAY FROM PROBLEMS............


THAT S HOW U DEALING IN YOUR LIFE TOO?

PUT YOUR HEAD IN THE SAND AND THINK IF U DONT SEE THE PROBLEM/DELETE IT,IT DOES NOT EXIST ANY MORE.................


Pat was right long time ago-u cant delete thread as it makes ppl angry and now look I M *insult removed by patricia* WITH YOU AND SO IS OTHERS-*insult removed by patricia*



SHITTIEST EXCURSE ME

[WTF]

WEST GO AND KISS YOUR HOLE YOURSELF,U THINK DELETING EVERYTHING IS AN ANSWER?????????


YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS-RUNNING AWAY FROM PROBLEMS............


THAT S HOW U DEALING IN YOUR LIFE TOO?

PUT YOUR HEAD IN THE SAND AND THINK IF U DONT SEE THE PROBLEM/DELETE IT,IT DOES NOT EXIST ANY MORE.................


Pat was right long time ago-u cant delete thread as it makes ppl angry and now look I M FUCKIN PISSED OFF WITH YOU AND SO IS OTHERS-WEST IS A SHIT MODERATOR



SHITTIEST EXCURSE ME

and my apologies to all.Cant help it when a friend of mine died from a drug overdose the other night.I wish he was still here so i could run away from the problem.I really wish he was still around so i could even have the option of running to or away from the problem.I wish i could have helped him more or i wish he had listened to me and others last year.

do and say whatever you want about me.Not important because my mind and thoughts are elsewhere.

[annasavicha]

and my apologies to all.Cant help it when a friend of mine died from a drug overdose the other night.I wish he was still here so i could run away from the problem.I really wish he was still around so i could even have the option of running to or away from the problem.I wish i could have helped him more or i wish he had listened to me and others last year.

do and say whatever you want about me.Not important because my mind and thoughts are elsewhere.

Well,West maybe it s time to take a back seat than deleting everything.
You are furstrated right now,i am getting furstrated by result of your furstration..........

I wasted my all last year like mummy telling how bad that charlie is,and that person is on the way where your friend is.......


I hope u will be able moderate sensibly like couple days ago when i said that West is a best Mod

[WTF]

Well,West maybe it s time to take a back seat than deleting everything.
You are furstrated right now,i am getting furstrated by result of your furstration..........

I wasted my all last year like mummy telling how bad that charlie is,and that person is on the way where your friend is.......


I hope u will be able moderate sensibly like couple days ago when i said that West is a best Mod

im going back to my life like it should be.I cant say that i made many mistakes in my life but the one i did make and unknowingly to be honest is escorting.Im not a guy or never will be a guy that judges a woman by sex or anything like that which is probably why i have had some very nice women in my life.I made a mistake with the whole thing.Im much better and do way better with my life when i focus on what i should be and not internet bickering or escorts.

Im not blaming anyone for this only myself.I wasted money and time and im not doing it for another second of my life.Life is too short and too unpredictable to be spending it on things are dont serve a purpose in it since who knows i could be next to follow the freind,you could be ,anyone could be.

Dont get me wrong ,i met some very nice girls in Upmarket and im saying that in a personal clothes on sense.I met Sexy Naomi who is a great girl in every sense.Had good times but it times to look at what West really wants.Does he want to be here in a years time?No he doesnt.Does he want to be around escorting in ayears time?No he he doesnt.

I will let you ppl to it.Not for me.Thanks.

[Patricia]

and my apologies to all.Cant help it when a friend of mine died from a drug overdose the other night.I wish he was still here so i could run away from the problem.I really wish he was still around so i could even have the option of running to or away from the problem.I wish i could have helped him more or i wish he had listened to me and others last year.

do and say whatever you want about me.Not important because my mind and thoughts are elsewhere.

Very sorry to hear about this. I know people myself who are addicted to drugs or drinks bad. One of the worst things is that usually you cannot help these people at all, because they aren't ready to change themselves. Your friends situation is the worst nightmare. Poor unlucky soul.

I myself sometimes wonder if the people who come on here and post silly nasty crap know what real problems are. I expect they do, they just don't respond the same way I do. I'm the same as you, I think with all the shit that goes on in this world, we don't need unneccessary shit for no reason.

Look after yourself Westie. I'm sure you were the best friend you could be to your friend. I'm sorry he didn't make it.

Pat x

[WTF]

Very sorry to hear about this. I know people myself who are addicted to drugs or drinks bad. One of the worst things is that usually you cannot help these people at all, because they aren't ready to change themselves. Your friends situation is the worst nightmare. Poor unlucky soul.

I myself sometimes wonder if the people who come on here and post silly nasty crap know what real problems are. I expect they do, they just don't respond the same way I do. I'm the same as you, I think with all the shit that goes on in this world, we don't need unneccessary shit for no reason.

Look after yourself Westie. I'm sure you were the best friend you could be to your friend. I'm sorry he didn't make it.

Pat x

usually ppl that post nasty stuff or even give out over an escort for a simple thing like she wouldnt kiss.My friend was doing very well for himself.His girl left him because off his use which wasnt all that bad but instead of it being a wake up call he went downhill.Anytime he went out he would get into some sort of hassle.I got arrested plenty times just standing up for him.Lately i found out that his drug use was far worse than what i had thought.He would sort himself out,seem ok for a few days and then something would happen and hed be back on again.
The last straw was when my father died.I heard nothing from him or another few we know.They were too busy snorting,too busy popping and too busy being high.It was at that stage that i walked away from them and turned my back on 15 years of friendship because it was only dragging me down.
He simply couldnt handle life.He couldnt handle pressure,he couldnt handle adversity.He had the brains,the ability ,the know how but just didnt have the one thign a person needs to know and its the most important thing i learned these last few years."Its ok to fuck up".Its only human to fuck up but alot of ppl drag themselves down and beat themselves up over it.This only causes a chain reaction and things get worse and spiral from there.There is an awful lot to be said about saying"hey i fucked up but so what ,as long as i learn from this ,then move on ,its ok.Im only human after all".
These last two years for me were a bit of a balls to be honest.My patance dipped low and my tolerance of stuff with it.Im a fairly intense and proud sort of person,it draws ppl to me easy but the prob is that same intensity draws them away just as fast.Its a balls when you try and find the way you once were.Its like your looking for a key and not sure where you put it.You try that pocket and this pocket not realising that the locks were changed.
I emailed a guy in the states last year.I learned so much from him.He is a top powerlifter at the moment.6-2 in his bare feet and 325 pounds and his is a former MMA fighter.I emailed him out of chance just to chat and low and behold i got a response.Some of the stuff he told me in his mail was basic ,sensible stuff.You see the troubl with humanity is that with all the inventions going on around us ,we sometimes seek to improve things only to fix the unbroken wheel.We change this and that and fail to realise thats its what got us to a certain point and then oyer desertation of it ,is what has us where we are.
You know sweetie,i se ppl fighting,arguing,on here, in real life and i throw my eyes up to heaven.The shit that ppl make big deals out of these days is goofy.
My friend lived to be 35.Seems bad but he did have 35 years of live.I heard of a girl who passed away last year from cancer at the old age of 10 years old.See sweetie as much as ppl think they have it hard there is always someone out there with it worse.I lost my father and it was very tough.We were very close and had alot of the same interests although he always bveat me arse at wrestling, the fucker but i recently sympathised with a woman i klnow who just lost her father too and is in remission from some form of cancer.
What im getting at is alot of times things seem like huge problems when they arent.In fact 99% of human troubles arent huge problems at all.Alot of ppl talk good talk in good times but can they talk the same good talk in bad times?

Westside.

[Patricia]

Westie, I think you've done a great job so far and I look forward to welcoming you back in the future. I totally understand you don't need this shit at the moment so you want to take a backseat. Thanks. Pat x

[annasavicha]

Westie,i am kissing your ass right now too

[Patricia]

Anna, either say your opinions without throwing foul language and insults at moderators, or don't say it