Thanks guys I appreciate the feedback. If I am being blatantly honest I'm not sure there is one woman that can fulfil all of my needs. As I mentioned before when I'm with a girl in the beginning everything is fine and then I suppose its not so much a case of feeling claustrophobic, but more one of boredom and I just go on the hunt for something better. For example about a year and a half ago I was with this really stunning looking girl until one evening she brought me back to her place and introduced me to her house-mate who was equally as good looking if not better. My girlfriend at the time was in the habit of taking long showers and on one occasion while she was washing her hair I ended up having sex in the kitchen with her house-mate. Primarily I believed I would have felt really bad after "doing the deed", but I can safely say I didn't feel one ounce of remorse for my despicable actions which I know is wrong. However once the steamy encounter had ended her house-mate pointed out to me that I was shaking so I had to take a quick walk to the shops so my girlfriend at the time wouldn't suspect anything.
No I have absolutely no problem separating my feelings that is the real issue. If the woman is really attractive I can develop strong emotions but for whatever reason I can't seem to hold them long enough for the relationship to last. Who knows maybe I'm destined to live a life of debauchery.
What do you think, should I set my sights on becoming a male escort?? (-:
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