Originally Posted by
shydub
cheers man, it's been two days now and I'm still feeling like a shit, less like a shit thanks to the what people have said here but not great, wish I was better equipped to deal with this mentally.
Also now I'm pissed off that I wasted my time and money getting a wank from a woman I didn't even find attractive, she knew what she was doing and did it very well but I wish I at least fancied her... I now know this was a once off and I wasted it, fuck. Maybe that's what makes it feel less like cheating though... I don't know.