It's no secret how high a regard I hold my Mistress Miss Alisha XXX in but the last few days I have had time to do a bit of thinking while driving from Cork to Belfast and back again 3 days in a row so I could spend time at the feet of my Mistress.
I can't thank you enough Mistress for allowing me to be your slave and to allow me to live out my fantasy of being a real life 24/7/365 beck and call slave. I have been called different things on this site by some posters which does not bother me but it is reflection on broader society where you are judged and mocked by others who do not understand or even try to comprehend other peoples sexual preferences. It is this section of society that has made myself before and others probably right at this moment feel "weird" or like a "freak" because the fondness for women's feet, or being whipped or to cross dress or to wear women's lingerie or so many other things classed as paraphilia.
This burden is a massive weight to carry around as many are in relationships where their needs are not met or even known about or that many fear of getting into a relationship as they are afraid their need will not be understood of accepted and that the person they confide in may tell others who will mock and judge them because of it. I carried this burden since I was a child through to adulthood always afraid of being found out and being very cautious who ever found out about it. It is draining to live like this as you can never truly be yourself. This is why I started punting to try have my needs met. I have seen many ladies both here and abroad and some have been good, bad, and worse. Now I have only been with a few escorts who were bad a their job but I have been with many who have been bad at delivering what I ask for. They did not understand or care about how important my needs were to me so did not even try to meet them, instead they just did there own thing which left me feeling unfulfilled, disheartened, disillusioned as I thought I was a freak as a lady who sells sex thinks I am weird, yes that was said to me.
Then I meet my Mistress Miss Alisha XXX, from the very first moment of contact she was very specific on what I required because as she said it was important to her that I have a good experience and when I did have my first appointment it was the best appointment I ever had with a Mistress and compared to today I really only wanted simple foot fetish and domination but I had failed to get that properly from any escort. She has since trained me by allowing me to push myself with new experiences which she always delivers so perfectly, exactly as I need them. Now my limits are way above what I thought and I am allowed to live out my fantasies without fear of being judged or mocked.
So to you my queen I thank you so much for allowing me to ever be in your company and for allowing me to become your slave. I worship and adore you my queen, I cannot express in words enough what being your slave means to me, I can only express it through my suffering for you and by serving you. I will take hell for you, I will do anything for you, I think you know my queen how serious I am when I say I will do anything for you.
You are a lady of great beauty,
You are a lady with a beautiful personality,
You are a lady that gives and deserves so much respect,
You are a lady that no other compares too,
You are a lady that I only imagined in my dreams,
You are a lady, you really are.
The happiness you bring to my life is only quantifiable by my willingness to be your slave and my willingness knows no bounds or limits and of that I promise you. I wanted to publicly declare my love of being your slave and my wish and desire to serve you like no other would.
I will suffer for you like no other,
I will serve you like no other,
I will worship you like no other,
I will be relentless in servitude like no other,
I am like no other because I am your slave.
So again thank you MISS ALISHA XXX, my queen, my owner, my Mistress.
From your loyal, humble, dedicated, besotted, and adoring slave, I am at your service my queen.