loving life

[hitman76]

Just want to let you all know that life couldn't be better after months of depression it's back on track , and anti depression drugs flushed down the toilet. Feeling good

Keep up the great work scan for you

[hitman76]

Keep up the great work scan for you

No idea what I'm on about

[Rocker123]

Just want to let you all know that life couldn't be better after months of depression it's back on track , and anti depression drugs flushed down the toilet. Feeling good

I am very happy for you. Thanks for sharing your positive news.

[Clueless]

i am lucky in that i was never depressed (chemically) My heart goes out to those of you that suffer from this. The rest of us do not appreciate sufficiently how good we have it!

[celticden]

definitely drink related most time because its always a sat night or Sunday I get massively depressed hahaha thankfully I never need pills the gym keeps me ticking over

[Merryman]

i am lucky in that i was never depressed (chemically) My heart goes out to those of you that suffer from this. The rest of us do not appreciate sufficiently how good we have it!

Depression must be dreadful. Most of us get down every now and again, that's natural but we don't stay down for long , the spirit fights to lift again. To be in a dark hole on an on-going basis must be the pits.

[scan for you]

Thanks guys and girls

[willie wacker]

Just want to let you all know that life couldn't be better after months of depression it's back on track , and anti depression drugs flushed down the toilet. Feeling good

Good for you scan and keep the sunny side out. Know what its like man been there, 4 of us beaten by a teacher as children, 2 hung themselfs an other has the worst stutter

[sixtyeightplusone]

Good for you Scan for you.

I've been having a tough time of late with what I'm told are mental health issues. Not depression, but a panic and anxiety disorder from PTSD.

Its gotten so bad recently I can't drive anymore. I can't even get on a bus without having a panic attack. I have to be chauffeured by friends or family now. I have to fill myself with Xanax just to do simple things like go get a haircut or shopping. I always have to have someone with me shopping and the only person I can get to go with me is my teenage niece and I always end up taking her fashion tips and end up buying skinny jeans and tees, and I end up looking like a pasty white 30 year old Justin Bieber.

But the worst thing about it is I am completely unable to socialize to meet people and worse still anytime I have tried to go meet an escort I've always just ended up having a bad panic attack and gone home. Fortunately it has never happened while with an escort as I've never gotten that far since I started having these problems. Although there was this one time, were I actually very nearly went through with it, and after taking a lot of Xanax, I made it all the way to the door to meet an escort only to be greeted by someone who was definitely not the person in the pictures I'd seen on her profile. Even if it was the same person in the pics I wouldn't of went through with it as my heart was pounding and was in full on panic attack mode.

Apologies to any escorts who's time I wasted by arranging a meeting and not showing up. I've wasted the time of 4 escorts since I've been having all these problems. But I once spent a couple of nights with one escort in Dublin years ago while they were still working and I know that they get a lot of time wasters so I'm sure it wouldn't of pissed them off too much (I hope anyway)

Funny thing about it is, even though I have a lot of stuff to be depressed about, I'm still happy. That is a bit of a silver lining.

TL;DR - Every time I try to get laid I suffer from a panic attack

[warmcome]

Good for you Scan for you.

I've been having a tough time of late with what I'm told are mental health issues. Not depression, but a panic and anxiety disorder from PTSD.

Its gotten so bad recently I can't drive anymore. I can't even get on a bus without having a panic attack. I have to be chauffeured by friends or family now. I have to fill myself with Xanax just to do simple things like go get a haircut or shopping. I always have to have someone with me shopping and the only person I can get to go with me is my teenage niece and I always end up taking her fashion tips and end up buying skinny jeans and tees, and I end up looking like a pasty white 30 year old Justin Bieber.

But the worst thing about it is I am completely unable to socialize to meet people and worse still anytime I have tried to go meet an escort I've always just ended up having a bad panic attack and gone home. Fortunately it has never happened while with an escort as I've never gotten that far since I started having these problems. Although there was this one time, were I actually very nearly went through with it, and after taking a lot of Xanax, I made it all the way to the door to meet an escort only to be greeted by someone who was definitely not the person in the pictures I'd seen on her profile. Even if it was the same person in the pics I wouldn't of went through with it as my heart was pounding and was in full on panic attack mode.

Apologies to any escorts who's time I wasted by arranging a meeting and not showing up. I've wasted the time of 4 escorts since I've been having all these problems. But I once spent a couple of nights with one escort in Dublin years ago while they were still working and I know that they get a lot of time wasters so I'm sure it wouldn't of pissed them off too much (I hope anyway)

Funny thing about it is, even though I have a lot of stuff to be depressed about, I'm still happy. That is a bit of a silver lining.

TL;DR - Every time I try to get laid I suffer from a panic attack

sorry to read of your distress, 68.

my advice:

Xanax isn't actually freeing you up and can become addictive.
the reaction your unconscious mind is giving you is trying to protect you from what
triggered the PTSD.
i would seek the services of a long established hypnotist who will help you tell
the unconscious that it's OK again.