Would you like to know how sick and devestated I am of all these threats and harassment? A blog? a continuing deadline? conditions that keep changing? Accusations towards me tho I'm across the wide ocean? Snooping into my private affairs and international businesses? Threatening to harass my American friends that never even set a foot in Ireland?
Conditions were made by you, and I met them, yet your harassment continues. You asked me to publicly apologize, and this I did do. You asked me to ask Liz to apologize, and I have asked her to several times. I did my part in asking her to apologize. What decision she makes is hers and not me having any control in that. I am not her puppeteer! I do not pull the strings of her actions and words. She is her own person, as I am my own person. And we are individuals who have never even met each other. I dont know Liz and Liz does not know me. Why have we been linked together as "partners in crime"? I have tried to be kind to everyone on this site. I have tried to treat everyone fairly and equal. I have not made fun of you or your demands, I have taken your threats serious, and tried to apologize as soon as you demanded it of me.
I was under anesthesia on Tuesday, and was sad when I woke up. It was so peaceful to just be forced to rest and have a forced break from all your threats and harassement. I have even thrown away my pain killers, as I would prefer to be feeling explainable physical pain, rather then the daily fear of being threatened by a cyber bully. Pre-surgery/Post-surgery, I have Not been allowed a moment of peace. I cannot rest. I cannot even lie on the surgeons table without fearing this person who has picked me out of a hat, who is dreaming daily up his next post on a blog. I would not wish this agony on anyone. No one should ever have to endure a cyber stalker, that interferes in their daily life, even to the point where they cannot prepare or rest after surgery.
Do you not see how unfair this is? I am in another country. I am not in Ireland. I have not caused trouble for any escorts. I have not sided with anyone. I have not set in motion any chaos. I only came to this site, in hopes of making some friends. It is clear, it has been a dangerous mistake on my part to assume good luck could come from being here. All I want to be left alone. I want to recover in peace from my surgery. I want to just pull the blanket over me, and let the nurses put on salve and bandages. Please, leave me alone. I dont want anymore phone calls, blogs about me, threats, conditions, warnings telling me they are going to get me and my friends. Just PLEASE leave me alone. I have nothing to do with ANY scandal, slandering, or negativity here. Leave me off your blog, as I never was to be involved in any scandal. I dont know the Spanish girls. I never even heard of them 'till all of a sudden there was a talk on someone saying someone was ugly. I dont think anyone is ugly for fucks sake! We are all beautiful in the eyes of God. And I dont take sides. I just want to be left alone.
I am begging all of you to just leave me alone. You are even picking on innocent friends of mine in America! Who never did anything bad to anyone.
Enough is enough! You have proven your points! You are not to be messed with. And I am not messing with you. Just leave me alone. Nurse is telling me to get off the computer. Nurse is telling me to stop stressing and crying. Nurse tells me I will not lose my swelling and stitches wont heal, if I dont stop feeling so nervous and start resting.
What more can I beg of you? I am a good person. And this is so out of hand, I can not even imagine how a person could pursue me like this, wishing me harm and sabotage.
Can you not just take what I have to say to heart? I am pleading with you to leave me alone. To forget me. I have taken down my website. I have not visited or posted here all week. I am only posting here to beg you to stop harassing me. And now I will be off this site. See that you won. And forget me. I do not want to fight. I do not want to stress. I just want to go to sleep and let the nurses take care of me.
God bless, tho you meant me harm, I wish no harm on you. Just please find love and forgiveness in yourselves, and see that I am not a bad person, and never EVER wished bad on anyone.
Please let this be done. Please let this be done and over and let me be forgotten.
Dolly
Enuf Is Enuf!!
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30-01-09, 03:44DollyDarlingEnuf Is Enuf!!
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30-01-09, 12:23Hot LizzyQuote:
Originally Posted by DollyDarling
LEAVE DOLLY ALONE SHE HAS DONE NOTHING
NEITHER HAVE I - I BLAME YOU MEN AND YOU ALONE AND ONE IN PARTICULAR
I am sorry for Dolly I genuinely am but i am afraid that i cannot and will not for the time being apologise for something that i did NOT do to those girls - they showed themselves for what they are before they left this site - thats if they have - and in my eyes and in many others to be what i described them to be - Malicious, Manipulative and worst of all Liars.
I SAY LEAVE DOLLY OUT OF THIS AND JUST PICK ON ME -
I CAN AND WILL DEAL WITH THIS MATTER THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW
THIS IS NOT A CRIMINAL MATTER BUT A CIVIL ONE SO NAFF OFF AND TRY TO TERRORISE SOMEONE THAT GIVES A DAMN - I DO NOT SO LEAVE DOLLY OUT OF THIS AND JUST PICK ON ME.
I would have to add that i blame a lot of the men yes the men if they can call themselves that for what has gone on and this is what did go on for those of you fortunate not to know what occurred here.
1) I was accused of saying the girls were ugly and telling this to their Clients - sorry but i won't use the expression Punters as I believe it to be an ugly term. How would i know who their Clients were for a kick off and the other is when they were there in Cork i was not ergo, I could not of got in touch with any of their Clients.....You see how rediculous this is now gents.
Ugly is not a word that i would use singularly - maybe Butt Ugly or Mingers but never the word Ugly in the description of a person. The madness of this has to end as that was just them trying to promote themselves, not in a clever way granted but they thought that the guys would feel sorry for those poor little girls - Now that didn't fail.......You all felt so sorry for them and that i was such a meanie.......BRUDEN OF PROOF GENTLEMEN - That is the correct term for them saying i called them Ugly - There was no such proof as Patricia all told you - it would seem that I am not to be believed Nor is Patricia.......that in its self is not a nice thing for you to disbelieve the owner of this site.
They did show themselves to be Ugly by leaving nasty and hateful remarks on my post though - I just wonder how many of you supposed Gentlemen felt any pity for me - i would imagine not a one of you. True colours is how i would describe how they showed themselves to be in their true colours.
I wrote to say how sorry i was that they had got kicked out of their apartment in Cork - blow me down if suddenly it was me that reported them - blow me down - tosh is what that is - i was asked to leave the hotel next to their apartment on the Friday and they on the Monday after - I have tattoos which is how i could be proved to be Liz Hilton - I show my face again proving to be me - they on the other hand have no distinguishing marks nor show their faces so how could i show or tell on them - I just couldnt. Again you would have to show me some BUREN OF PROOF GENTLEMEN - You can't though can you?
Epsilon you are the worst in this matter by calling me A GRASS - you are just a Punter and i use that term as i have dislike for you - You had no proof of this but continued to write this time and time again - You are a nasty piece of work and frankly I think you are a little mad to try to say i did this - You need to show me the proof of how i did this, just as all the rest of you need to do - You to me are all snakes in the grass - all ruled by your dicks and not your brains, that is if you even have half of one.
THE PERSON TO BLAME FOR THIS ALL OF THIS IS THE CREATURE FROM TIGER LADIES WHOM WE HAVE ALL COME TO FONDLY KNOW AS THE TIGER HAG OR AS SHE IS LEAVING HER NAME ON MANY SITES AS TIGERSLAG - PROBABLY AN APT DESCRIPTION
She is the woman that wrote to the hotel to tell them that i was staying there, she is the woman that sent them the full details from Escort-Ireland - now Gents and Punters what do you think the cop shop did - they would of course gone onto Escort-Ireland and seen just who else was working in Cork and possibly calling said numbers, asking where they were roughly and taking it from there - STOP BLAMING ME - It is not done by all or any escort to dob your sister escort in - its not something that is written in blood its just something we do not do........
FOR GODS SAKE LEAVE DOLLY OUT OF THIS - SHE HAS COMMITED NO CRIME AGAINST ANYONE NOR HAVE I - I BLAME THIS FAIR AND SQUARE ON TWO SIDES
TIGERSLAG AND YOU MEN ON ESCORT-IRELAND FOR LETTING IT CONTINUE YOU I BLAME THIS ALL ON. SHOW ME THE MAIL SAYING THE TWO GIRLS WERE UGLY - SHOW ME THE MAIL I WROTE TO THE GARDA - YOU JUST CAN'T SO LEAVE OFF ME AND LEAVE OFF DOLLY - SHE DEFINITELY DOES NOT DESERVE THIS AND NEITHER DO I.
THEY WERE WORKING TOGETHER IN ONE APARTMENT - THATS ILLEGAL IN ANY COUNTRY IN THE WORLD - EVEN GOOD OLD ENGLAND - ITS ILLEGAL UNLESS YOU ARE A REGISTERED SAUNA - THEN WHATEVER GOES ON GOES ON, WHO IS TO SAY?
YOU MEN AND TIGERSLAG HAVE CAUSED THIS GRIEF - YOU HAVE YOURSELVES TO BLAME THAT THIS BARKING MAD PERSON IS WRITING THIS CRAP - JUST YOU AND YOU ALONE.
Now it should really be me that is demanding an apology - but i would bet my bottom dollar that you just still don't think so and you will leave some repugnant mail in response which to me shows how low down and nasty you are -
Liz Hilton London Escort
Shame on all of you so called men
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30-01-09, 16:33DollyDarlingSo a heart felt plea means nothing to you!
I have poured out my heart here and begged you to leave me alone. I have even made myself vulnerable by mentioning my surgery. Yet just after I wrote this heart felt letter, to my horror you updated your blog with MORE private info on me! You have no honor I see now. You have no other purpose to your harassment other then harassment in itself. You are not here to create a better safer place as u claimed. There is nothing more I can do here! Would u stop if I mail you my bloody ear as Van Gogh did? I can give you details on my surgery if you'd like? Will you smile then knowing there were needles stuck in me, knives cutting my skin, loads of blood, and now I am one big bruise and look like a monster? Can you just laugh about me getting cut thru? And finally feel I got what I deserve?
Don't u see I'm here on my own. Liz posted after me, I can't control who posts on my threads. I wrote this to u and u alone. I put it in soap opera rather then general chat because it is for u alone and not a general chat subject. Liz please don't post on this one as I need them to take my plea to heart. I don't need anyone to stand by me now. As now it's about survival.
I am at the hospital now and waiting for surgeon. He has just checked me, and he says I'm
not healing fast enough. Wonders why I'm distracted from the important task of taking care of my wounds. Why the Fuck do I have to be forced to write these pleas from a hospital? Can I not even have my post-surgery check-up without having to plea to be left in peace?
Leave me alone! Have some heart! You have no reason to target me or my career or my USA friend. Let me watch my wounds close in peace.
And please liz don't comment here. They need to see I'm speaking for myself.