Guilty Conscience?

[bmw528]

Wise words

Coming from a very mixed up man like me.

[ford pefect]

I don’t feel guilty at all, I feel very lucky to be able to spend time with the most beautiful of women in an intimate way.
It’s only sex and it’s a natural thing for most people, if my wife gave me better sex would I visit escorts ? Yes I would ,
why ? Because I can.
On the other hand I would not like to be caught
But I will keep enjoying this for as long as I can 👍

[TommyH123]

We all do at some times, however we all have different things going on in our lives so you shouldnt feel so bad. Just my thoughts.

Yeah, I was dealing with a lot of stressful dark shit over the last few years and the escorts, one in particular were a wonderful distraction, I owe them a lot and value my time with them, thankfully I’m out the other side in one piece and the only thing that’s suffered is my bank balance 🤣

[bmw528]

Yeah, I was dealing with a lot of stressful dark shit over the last few years and the escorts, one in particular were a wonderful distraction, I owe them a lot and value my time with them, thankfully I’m out the other side in one piece and the only thing that’s suffered is my bank balance ��

I think we all go through them times and it can be very hard to explain things to people around you as they will never understand. Its easier to talk about things on here as most of us understand.

[TommyH123]

I think we all go through them times and it can be very hard to explain things to people around you as they will never understand. Its easier to talk about things on here as most of us understand.

that's it about this place, for the most part its light weight posts but at the end of the day there's not many mediums available to us to be open about things without being judged

[Lighthearted2022]

Hell yeah I’ve a guilty concience, I felt like an asshole each and every time I go home after a meet, and it does sting regularly when I look at her and remember what I’ve done. I’ve often gone to book a meeting and decided against it (last weekend I had every opportunity) – and I’ve said this will be my last visit pretty much every time.

I’ve met some beautiful and interesting ladies, and found a world I knew nothing about, however I’m sure they’ll understand when I say I’d rather not be here. My wife is bloody gorgeous and I fancy the pants off her – I only want to sleep with her.

However you can only go so long with a lack of intimacy, lack of touch, lack of any acknowledgement of your needs (which aren’t exactly exotic or unusual) before you pretty much give up. Even when you do have sex its pretty prefunctory. I spent long enough ‘looking after myself’, but when you want to hold someone close, feel that body against yours, feel like that person with you wants to be there? Not interested in an affair, so this is the next best thing.

To give honourable mentions to Ella Rose, Nadia, and Angelita – they give a great gfe but at the end of the day you always know they’ve forgotten you exist 5 mins after you walk out the door. But for that hour or 2 you have a pretty good illusion of intimacy.

Everyone has their own reasons for being on here, and its pretty addictive when women who normally wouldn’t look sideways will get naked with you! I’d never judge anyone elses choices in life – we all have our own things going on in our lives.

Its been said to me on here that this life is not for me – and they’re probably right. I am terrified of being found out. And maybe shes having an affair – who am I to criticise from this position. I may or may not have another meet, we’ll see. Another week or 2 of excuses and I’ll probably be browsing the index again. And I do enjoy the forums - I've learnt a lot from the folks on here.

So….. who do I pay for this counselling session?

[TommyH123]

Hell yeah I’ve a guilty concience, I felt like an asshole each and every time I go home after a meet, and it does sting regularly when I look at her and remember what I’ve done. I’ve often gone to book a meeting and decided against it (last weekend I had every opportunity) – and I’ve said this will be my last visit pretty much every time.

I’ve met some beautiful and interesting ladies, and found a world I knew nothing about, however I’m sure they’ll understand when I say I’d rather not be here. My wife is bloody gorgeous and I fancy the pants off her – I only want to sleep with her.

However you can only go so long with a lack of intimacy, lack of touch, lack of any acknowledgement of your needs (which aren’t exactly exotic or unusual) before you pretty much give up. Even when you do have sex its pretty prefunctory. I spent long enough ‘looking after myself’, but when you want to hold someone close, feel that body against yours, feel like that person with you wants to be there? Not interested in an affair, so this is the next best thing.

To give honourable mentions to Ella Rose, Nadia, and Angelita – they give a great gfe but at the end of the day you always know they’ve forgotten you exist 5 mins after you walk out the door. But for that hour or 2 you have a pretty good illusion of intimacy.

Everyone has their own reasons for being on here, and its pretty addictive when women who normally wouldn’t look sideways will get naked with you! I’d never judge anyone elses choices in life – we all have our own things going on in our lives.

Its been said to me on here that this life is not for me – and they’re probably right. I am terrified of being found out. And maybe shes having an affair – who am I to criticise from this position. I may or may not have another meet, we’ll see. Another week or 2 of excuses and I’ll probably be browsing the index again. And I do enjoy the forums - I've learnt a lot from the folks on here.

So….. who do I pay for this counselling session?

ABC sex, anniversaries, birthday and Christmas, I hear ye and i'm sure a lot of married punters on here feel your pain as well, civvie life is complicated though, busy busy with work and kids and there's always something for the other half to do to do other than nail me but stick with it, i've found that if you make the effort then you can jump start the sex life without the need to jump some hot escort once a week, even though that seems easier and is a whole lot of fun

[PhilPhilPhil]

We could all be nuked into oblivion any day now so may as well got on with living, we'll be long enough dead. I've spent decades being 'good' and have decided it's time for me to have some genuine no-strings pleasure before I shuffle off this mortal coil. I owe it to myself to enjoy life, I owe it to her to make sure she never finds out.

[Rockerman]

Cheers fellas... interesting read. Sometimes it's good to listen.

[CorvusCrowe]

However you can only go so long with a lack of intimacy, lack of touch, lack of any acknowledgement of your needs (which aren’t exactly exotic or unusual) before you pretty much give up. Even when you do have sex its pretty prefunctory. I spent long enough ‘looking after myself’, but when you want to hold someone close, feel that body against yours, feel like that person with you wants to be there? Not interested in an affair, so this is the next best thing.

This is the same boat I found myself in for the last ten years. She's become so very dependent on me through her own choices that I can't shake free without ruining her life. She's not a bad person though, she doesn't deserve that. So I go elsewhere just to get the intimacy I need to stop myself going crazy.