Recently it has come to call that I can't really enjoy my work, as I don't see myself doing this is 20 years time. Well let me tell you something. I'm just a crap liar and I find the secrets and lies very hard and it does not come naturally to me, so yes, I do crave being in a situation where I can be honest about how I make my money and then go and live by my family again. It has nothing to do with enjoying the work, but to do with living a lie and I can't see myself doing that for the next 20 years.
I know some ladies have told their families what they have been doing, or they have found out and it has not been easy for everyone, with some losing all contact with their families. I just don't want to take that risk, which is one of the reasons why I moved over here, as it does take some of the pressure off, although not entirely.
Sooo... most of us are in the same boat with having to tell a few porkies, about where we are and what we are doing. The question is... are you a good liar, or do you also find it hard, or does it add an extra buzz to the already naughty activity? Or did you find it so hard to live a lie that you told people? If you did, was it worth the risk or did it backfire on you?